(I) neunundsechzig. salty and rich. circles and sticks. toppings. milky. tubules, pressure. mein eltern. gay schlecht. sloth. unworthy. sycophant. sweet drug falls.

(II) never there. sieben jahre. flew away. smart, sly. and me? nearly widowed. uprooted and sown. leaking and incomplete. hidden. ur chocolcate pleasure. me alone.

(III) moon, yew, hydras. pulsating. could, can, need. no more. pulling back. for the greater good. escape. awake. unresolved, unconfirmed, undone. unnecessary. nearly.

(IV) emotionless. amoeba. self supporting, hephaestus. luxemburg. choking and joking. plagiarism. waiting and sure. sinning and unafraid. ailing captor. still awake.

(V) if it matters. at will. pre humous. veins. cold and numbed. null and void. accessory. i live in the lurch. u think im beautiful. i know im ugly. black lung.

(VI) faked concern. concern is not a condiment. lets pretend. nice skin, no blood. double negatives, u see. bump bump bump. too awake. too clear. too foolish.

(VII) delirium, fodder. 24 year old virgin. queen of hara kiri. garish but winsome. primeval beats. obligatory. im not hankering. mere courtesy. just a showing.

(VIII) tobacco. deliberate, cumulative death. wanton self destruction. well? hell. undone. i've got my magic sticks. no psychedelic high. just self directed pain.