(I) a drug, so dangerous. so squeezed and flattened. folded up, covered. must be hidden. so many choices. how could they? why must i? hot, i am hurting again.

(II) press hair. oil skin and hair. ugly little leprechaun. everybody wants something. must give. hit me please. fed up. looked down. pushed. demanded. so ugly now.

(III) god of gifts. temptress. fly off. fat bitch. more more more. hate, a swarm. flocking to me. my magnetism. attract pain and disappointment. a pretence, please.

(IV) all better if all false. magic man. and i'm a rabbit. shiny cloth, dirty girl. happy couple, incomplete hag? twist the needle, diabetic obsession. sugar high.

(V) light blue, heavy ass. no movement, incomplete sloth. tomorrow a beginning. five without tobacco. kill the kangaroos. misled miscreants. underutility, perhaps.

(VI) me in the mass. glowing. revealing. still a stranger. already aching. u, delicious. a different claim then. a new temporary wooden stake. to ward me off.

(VII) no limits. no boundaries. just feel. not pretty enough. fist after fist. the stupid and the nice. kenapa kau layan aku? pinch, twist. another piece of meat.

(VIII) self destructive. picking a fight. life too mundane? but i am triumphant. i crossed it. first. unforgettably. today tomorrow always. my trophy. ur stupidity.